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The Big Five-Oh!

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Here’s where it all began for me. My first professional photo shoot.  A photographer was going door to door, and my mom agreed to have my two-month old photos taken. The photographer positioned my chubby little arms in different poses. I was a very calm baby so I cooperated. The pictures are some of the few baby pictures I’ve got. I am the fourth of five children, and we were lucky to have any pictures from childhood at all. When I was young parents did not chronicle every single moment of a child’s life. You got the highlights and that was good enough. 

I am fifty years old as of Thursday, November 24th, 2022. My birthday just happened to land on Thanksgiving this year. I celebrated by having a delicious turkey dinner with all the fantastic sides. It was a low key day, and I loved it. I am a pretty low key kind of a person. I don’t enjoy a lot of attention, so a chill day with my family is a dream day. 

Back to turning half a century old. I suppose I should feel bad, or sad about aging, but I don’t. I feel good. Actually, I feel great. I still feel like myself, but better. Not better because I am so wonderful. I am comfortable in my skin, even if it’s a bit more wrinkly. I am just grateful for this life God has given me. My pastor used to say, “That breath you just took, you can thank God for that.” 

My life is in God’s hands. He has already decided when my life will end. He has not given me the knowledge of an exact date. I am to trust Him, and know that He has a plan for me. So I do my best to trust Him, but I’m not always good at it. I am a planner and not knowing the future has tested my faith time and time again. The Lord knows this about me, and graciously walks me through my challenges, fears, and doubts. He is faithful, even when I am not.

I’m still breathing as of this writing, and God is not done with me yet. It could be tomorrow when He calls me home, maybe another ten years. Or maybe in fifty years! Which seems so strange. On that day, will I hear, “Well done, good and faithful servant,”? That’s my prayer, but I fall short often. Thank God for His amazing grace. 

For some, turning fifty means it’s all downhill from here. The best years are over. I disagree. I’m just getting started. I’m ready for what’s next. I know who holds my future. I know who will carry me through every trial. I know who will never ever leave me. His name is Jesus. He is my Lord and Savior. Thank you Jesus for saving my life, and giving me hope. Thank you for my birthday. Thank you for today, and each day you have blessed me with. I don’t want to waste what You have given to me. Life is a beautiful gift. 

Yet you do not know what your life will be like tomorrow. For you are just a vapor that appears for a little while, and then vanishes away. James 4:14, NASB 

From one vapor to another, have a great day.

Love you all,

Meghan 

14 thoughts on “The Big Five-Oh!”

  1. Happy, happy belated birthday, Meghan! What a wonderful tribute to God and to your life! I wish more people would embrace how God is carrying them along on this journey and that with each day that goes by, we are just passing through and being trained to live with God and worship Him in eternity. You are loved Meghan. Thank you for being YOU!!!! Lots of love, hugs and blessings!!

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  2. Happy Birthday Meghan. Love your perspective on getting older. I wish to hear the Lord say well done good and faithful servant too.
    And like you I am a low key kind of person so how you spent your birthday sounds quite ideal to me. May the Lord bless you. So glad to have gotten to know you through blogging.

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  3. It’s great that you enjoyed turning 50, Meghan. I’ve enjoyed every milestone I’ve hit. Now at 77, I still feel life is great, except for maybe the added aches and pains of old age. 🙂 But I know so much more now than I did when I was younger. I’ve experienced so much through my life, some good things and some bad, but each was a learning experience.

    Life is great! I didn’t start writing until I was 60. Now 11 books later, I’m still going strong and loving every minute of my writer’s life.

    God knows when He wants us home with him, but for the time being, He still has work for us to do. Keep that glowing testimony of yours bright. It always warms my heart. God bless you, my friend.

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